Circles

We met at my birth
gently you gave me my first kiss
with a Promise
lovingly you wanted her
so how could you try to destroy me
with your words
how did your touch begin to bring me pain
and wounds
pressed so deeply
that they have damaged
the part of me needed to fly
under your foot I broke free
wounded
five year old
little old me
Showing you my scars
and telling you my pain
smiles you Promised
for me
with vows
that it would never rain
so how could you try to destroy me
with your words
how did your touch begin to bring me pain
and wounds
pressed so deeply
that they have damaged
the part of me needed to fly
under your foot I broke free
wounded
twenty-five year old
little old me.

Stilettos

I should have looked better,

deeper...and

with an enhanced vision...of you

getting my prize, that lays between my thighs

Letting you feel my energy,

and have my number...was the start of

my biggest blunder

Tasting your fruit,

and not recognizing the flavor...

was not a reason for me to think...to savor

Minute one, day two, and definitely not month

three was not enough knowledge, or truth

displayed for a Queen like me

I have looked at the best...of what I have that's tangible

like the fine crystal vase, my highest count threads...

but not before I opened my legs

I contemplated long and hard before spending

700.00 dollars for the shoes

known as Jimmy Choo's

I waited a year checking & trying for a better fit

...noting the quality, and waiting for a while

for that one pair with the right style

Asking many questions on-line,

trying to find, even one flaw...before covering

...my feet...

I spent more time & energy for shoes at places

...than I did for a man that would be right for my life

...not knowing he would bring me harm and strife

The next time I will recognize that exotic taste...of his fruit

when for sure... I am in search of a man

with my own plan

I will now see without those blinding rose colored glasses, and not be amused by swagger, curls, and

muscles.

I will hide my prize up on a shelf...and not display

God's given gifts,

and talent...

for a time.

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I will not let the ungodly feel my energy,

or come in my face, to invade my presence ...a real man of character

knows his place.

I'll check with the Master 1st, for that man that thinks he knows...

the plan

...of him, being My~ godly man.